Just Sharing My Heart...

Good Morning,

   

             Today I write to you from a place of deep hurt.  As I toss and turn on the floor, I make my way to the couch and eventually to my bed.  I want to scream! I want to cry! I want to just throw in the towel! I want to journey to a place where no one knows me and I can just...be...ME! Even as I am writing this devotion I am contemplating just getting into my car and driving until my cash flow or my car just stops.  'LORD, I NEED YOU! Elisa had Elijah, Joshua had Moses, & The Disciples had Jesus! Who do I have Lord?  Why do I feel as if I am on this journey alone? Why am I left to discover these things on my own! Why...Lord...Why?

            

               Has anybody else ever felt like this? You feel like you are doing everything you know how to do and still...STILL IT'S NOT ENOUGH! Why are we called the BODY of Christ when we don't even work together! Maybe that's why the church as a whole isn't as effective as it needs to be. The leg has fallen asleep while the mouth is trying to talk and the eyes are so focused on looking at the wrong thing so no wonder we are all JACKED UP!

           Single men of God, there has to be a difference between you and a worldly man. If you are consistently preying on your sisters instead of praying for her than you are no different than the pimps on the corner that prostitute women. The only difference is your territory is the building that the church fellowships in and your clients are all your boys you expose the weakness of you sisters to as you secretly watch her emotionally get entangled with multiple dudes because YOU EXPOSED her instead of PROTECTING her!

            Married men of God, there has to be some integrity with you as well. Stop attaching yourselves to all of these single woman who are broken and in search of love. God never intended for you to be there night in shining armour, that is why He gave you a WIFE! You are a Husband, covering, protector  to your ONE Wife, not a Savior to all women, rather single or not! I have seen too many marriages fall apart because men of God failed to communicate with there spouse and here comes this woman who comes from a broken home or who has been wronged by men in the past . You allow yourself to get attach to them because you believe that they are providing you with something you aren't getting at home. And in reality they are, AN ILLEGAL SOUL TIE! 

                 Married men of God please Stop creating illegal soulties with the opposite sex! Focus on the assignment God has given you in Your Wife and stop trying to complete an assignment with a woman that God hasn't authorized to. Why do you think you are called the Bride's Groom? It is because you where assigned to groom YOUR Bride! Not everyone else's! STAY FOCUSED!

              And single women of God! Every man that says hello to you DOESN'T WANT TO MARRY YOU! Maybe they are just saying hello! And stop doing things for these men out here who have not commit to at least beginning the journey to wanting to marry you. You are out here washing these men clothes. Cooking them full course meals three times a day. Some of you have even gone so far as to allow that man to have experienced you in ways that God ONLY allowed for your husband to! 

              Stop allowing yourselves to be manipulated out of your virtue! God love you so much that He put man to sleep and pulled you from his side. And I know it's your heart desire to get married but how can you be perfectly joined to your man if you are allowing every brother who recites John 3:16 to see if his puzzle is the perfect fit? Be patient! There is a man out there right now who is laboring in the things of God and is on His face right now praying for you and your future! 

                   That's what I did. I have been praying for my wife and my twins since  the 6th grade! Am I married yet, no! Have I made mistakes along the way? ABSOLUTELY, however now that I know that it's God's will for me I pray and been preparing for her since 2000. And someone is doing the same for you! Stay Focus on God not how anointed or handsome or how much money that man has.

        Finally, Married women of God. God called you to be a help meet to meet ONE man's needs, YOUR HUSBAND! Stop giving to every man what was designed for your husbands. In this I mean time, compliments, encouragements. If you find it easier to compliment or say that another man in handsome but you have a hard time expressing that same passion for your husband, there is a problem there! God anointed you to Love, Comforted, Encourage, and to be Fruitful with your HUSBAND! Not your homeboy or brother so & so on the praise team, YOUR HUSBAND. 

               

                  Wives submit to your Own husbands as unto the Lord (Ephesians 5:22), The only one true and living God! You wouldn't submit to multiple gods would you? So stop submitting to multiple men who are not your husbands. And no I am not talking about people in authority because God tells us to submit to authority. I am merely speaking to all the unhealthy relationships that are being formed. We, as the church can not be an example if we are not yet willing to expose & correct our own mistakes first. I love you all and have a blessed day!